Repent. It’s a word I
hear quite often. Every time I do, I think about all the times that I have “repented”
of sins, only to keep on doing the same sins. Ouch! I hated when I did that.
Repentance means that you completely turn around and go in opposite direction.
Most of the time I just feel sorry for what I have done, but it doesn’t change
anything in my heart. I have found that true repentance happens when God loves
me out of sinful habit or when He untangles me from a sin through suffering.
When I feel safe in God’s arms, sin has no appeal. When true suffering comes,
all my sins and bad attitudes are shown for what they are and I beg God to help
me to change them. Slowly He helps me to get free.
So the next time that
someone tells you that you need to repent, ask God to help you to truly repent
and change for real.